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I swallow razor blades and spit up blood

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 9, 2008, 9:18 AM
Cut my heart out and gave it to my love
I hung myself with an extension cord
And dangled high above the wiji board
I heard the wind through the trees
And it made me scream
I'm wondering if its real life or just another dream
I need something, someone
To help me with my brain because its fallin apart
I fall apart

I'm fallin to peices and I don't know why
its all because) its all because were all afraid to die
and if you think) and if you think about it, it'll eat you
from the inside out til you dont know what to do
You fall apart!

Im drinkin gas, smokin square after square
I'm lookin for this place but I don't know where
I'm just a soul in the land of the lost
I feel the blood in my lungs when I cough
I cut my hands off in the dark and just sat there and bled
While the whole world fell apart inside of my head
I need somethin, someone
To help me with my brain because its fallin apart
I fall apart

I'm fallin to peices and I don't know why
its all because) its all because were all afraid to die
and if you think) and if you think about it, it'll eat you
from the inside out til you dont know what to do
You fall apart!

I cut my rib cage open with a, butcher knife
And open up the hole to show my life
I'm not the devil but your mama swear were one and the same
And we didn't make it this way so were not carryin the blame
Ive been down and out
I know what that's, all about

You fall apart!

I need somethin, someone
Help me wit my brain, help me wit my brain
You fall apart!
I need somethin, someone
Help me wit my brain, help me wit my brain
You fall apart!
I need somethin, someone
Help me wit my brain, help me wit my brain

Im fallin to peices and I don't know why
its all because) its all because were all afraid to die
and if you think) and if you think about it, it'll eat you
from the inside out til you don't know what to do
You fall apart!

Jumped out a 20 story window today
I got back up and then I walked away
My head was screamin for a tylenol
Opened the bottle and I ate em all
My head was spinning, dazed and I need to relax
So wheres my chainsaw, butcher knife, and motherfucking axe?!?
Somethin, someone
To help me wit my brain cuz its fallin apart
I need somethin, someone
To help me wit my brain cuz its fallin apart
I fall apart

I'm fallin to peices and I don't know why
its all because) its all because were all afraid to die
and if you think) and if you think about it, it'll eat you
from the inside out til you don't know what to do
You fall apart!

I'm fallin to peices and I don't know why
its all because) its all because were all afraid to die
and if you think) and if you think about it, it'll eat you
from the inside out til you don't know what to do
You fall apart!

I keep fallin apart
I never wanted to die
I keep fallin apart

I keep fallin apart
I never wanted to die
I keep fallin apart

I keep fallin apart
I never wanted to die
I keep fallin apart

I keep fallin apart
I never wanted to die
I keep fallin apart

I keep fallin apart
I never wanted to die
I keep fallin apart

  • Mood: Hungry
  • Listening to: Twiztid

Devious Information

  • Current Residence: The World That Never Was
  • Interests: war, guns, food, games, anime
  • Favourite movie: Versus, Full Metal Jacket, Star Wars, Rambo
  • Favourite band or musician: Alice Cooper, Amon Amarth, The Beatles, Black Sabbath, Deep Purple. Dethklok, Dimmu Borgir
  • Favourite genre of music: The Doors, Iced Eath, Jimi Hendrix, Led Zepplin, Lordi, The Mars Volta, Mercenary, Ozzy, Pink Floyd
  • Favourite artist: Queen, Rammstein, Reel Big Fish, Rob Zombie, The Rolling Stones, The White Stripes
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Favourite game: Call of duty 4-Halo 3- Oblivion-The Darkness-Kingdom Hearts-Final Fantasy VII, VIII, X, XII
  • Favourite gaming platform: x-box 360- ps2
  • Favourite cartoon character: the chronos numbers and Organization XIII

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Devious Comments

~neonic923:iconneonic923: Aug 14, 2008, 12:50:18 PM
Haha I love Organization XIII! x3 Hmm...Namine is special, I guess. I never got that either. Maybe it's cause she's not in Organization XIII and is rather just some other nobody? xP; Mehh I'm not sure. Namine's a cool name though! x3

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Hi! My name is Babs, and I'm a Narutarded Ouran High Schooler in Kingdom Hearts with a Fruits Basket and a Death Note saying The World Ends With You. :heart:
~HauntedVisions:iconHauntedVisions: Aug 13, 2008, 7:45:51 PM
Thanks for the :iconplusfav: :iconnewglomp:

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Awesomeness: [link]

Nekkidness: [link]
~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Aug 11, 2008, 11:06:33 AM
*like

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Aug 11, 2008, 11:06:23 AM
lol, i loke the nobodies, the one thing i dont get is if each name is their original plus an X, whats up with namine's?

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
~neonic923:iconneonic923: Aug 11, 2008, 11:04:30 AM
Oh snap! I'm figured out! *falls out of tree next to your window* Grahh!

Eee awesome icon. It's like Kingdom Hearts and Faerie Bubbles lol. :D

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Hi! My name is Babs, and I'm a Narutarded Ouran High Schooler in Kingdom Hearts with a Fruits Basket and a Death Note saying The World Ends With You. :heart:
~x667x9:iconx667x9: Aug 9, 2008, 10:04:38 PM
thanks for the fav
~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Aug 7, 2008, 8:03:30 AM
lol, :phew: and oh boy a stalker!

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
~neonic923:iconneonic923: Aug 7, 2008, 7:39:53 AM
Oh haha! I was going over your conversation with Sas. xD; And also I live outside your window. *is staring at you right now*
....that was a joke btw. XD;

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Hi! My name is Babs, and I'm a Narutarded Ouran High Schooler in Kingdom Hearts with a Fruits Basket and a Death Note saying The World Ends With You. :heart:
~misanthropic-emperor:iconmisanthropic-emperor: Aug 7, 2008, 12:53:21 AM
Thank you for the fav!

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and kill me again or take me as I am,
for I shall not change (De Sade)
:blackrose:
~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Aug 6, 2008, 9:25:45 AM
how the? O.o how do you know?!

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
~neonic923:iconneonic923: Aug 6, 2008, 7:59:15 AM
ooh your jiraiya from the chatroom? :D hehe that was pretty crazy. oh wells thanks for keeping back in touch! :]

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Hi! My name is Babs, and I'm a Narutarded Ouran High Schooler in Kingdom Hearts with a Fruits Basket and a Death Note saying The World Ends With You. :heart:
~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Aug 3, 2008, 7:22:35 PM
bow chika bow wow?

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
~HarukaDesu:iconHarukaDesu: Aug 3, 2008, 7:16:20 PM Mood: Flirty
> .< this is really random
but i know what im gonna be for halloween..even though its like.. 3 months away...
i will beeeeeee...






little red riding hood

[link]

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The beauty of the razor is in the fineness of it\'s cut and the depth of the blood that seeps in crimson rivulets.
&& Her fall from grace was in worshipping the perfection he breathed; she bent so low as to kiss the ground beneath his feet.
~ZexionPwns:iconZexionPwns: Aug 2, 2008, 6:48:08 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:
^^

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:heart: RikkuxGippal :heart:

"The wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion
The clouds, the broken future like a distant voice;
The moon, a heart flowing in the clouded mirror
The stars, broken and swaying, like tears unable to be hidden."
~X-TENLovesAnime:iconX-TENLovesAnime: Jul 28, 2008, 7:30:27 AM
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SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ....
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!
6 people - you have many friends!
7 people - you are SOOOO loved!
8 people - everyone loves you

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HELLOZ THIS IS KRISTEN-OZ <---(that ryhmed) Ok Ok I lied To not Get banned I put i was 21 ...but IM 13 DUHHHH DO I REALLY ACT LIKE IM 21???!!!!


Deidara Deidara Deidara The Explorer :headbang:
~SunissedSakura:iconSunissedSakura: Jul 27, 2008, 5:41:40 PM
.......

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dee dee dee.
:D
~sas1993:iconsas1993: Jul 26, 2008, 9:40:17 AM
hahaha nice
:)
i just had like 50 puddings.

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If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume && come back as a new character, would you slow down or speed up?
~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Jul 25, 2008, 5:13:59 PM
yeah, but im bored and hungry as hell now :ohnoes:

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
~sas1993:iconsas1993: Jul 25, 2008, 5:06:26 PM
yeah
thats cool

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If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume && come back as a new character, would you slow down or speed up?
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~XIIIBlackCat:iconXIIIBlackCat: Jul 25, 2008, 1:20:17 PM
awww, that sucks :hug: and im pretty good

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ASS! the other vagina, it's warmer, tighter and more degrading to women
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~sas1993:iconsas1993: Jul 25, 2008, 12:49:00 PM
good.
i have summer school
;3;
you?

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If death meant just leaving the stage long enough to change costume && come back as a new character, would you slow down or speed up?
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